I think I'm becoming alittle to selfish these days. I'm sorry. I know how badly you want to alter your uniform. I've given you the options, but you rejected them. So what am I supposed to do? Something is wrong, but I don't know what. That's the reason why I am guessing. I just want things to be right for you. I want you to have that smile on your face. But somehow, I make you frown. I'm sorry. I really am. I feel really helpless when I'm broke. Because if I had enough cash on me, things might have been better. It's easier to cheer you up. It's easier to get the things that you want. Sigh. I really wanna make you happy. But I don't know how to begin. Maybe I'm really bad at cheering people up. I just don't know how. No matter how hard I tried, it just seems to backfire. Maybe you're just tired. You want things done, but you can't finish them because of some problems. But problems can be solved. So why bother avoiding them and wait for them to come back later? You wanted me to scold you. I did, and you're unhappy with it. It's very contridicting huh? That's why I told you I don't wanna try, I already know the outcome of scolding or telling you off. Anyway, I'm sorry. Things will be better tomorrow or when you get up from your nap, I promise.